You would all be so proud of me.  I am kinda proud of myself actually, I have been toting around my cool leather bound, recycled paper inspirational idea holder.  In anticipation of a neat idea, or humorous saying to readily pop into my head, yet inspiration only sees fit to show her cute little face, when I am up to my elbows in bread dough or whoopie pie batter.......How is it the ideas that come to my mind driving down the road or lathered from tip to toenail...can not be rewound and recorded at a later date.  Oh well I guess I will just have to find a good recording app for my iPhone. 
Today has been one of those introspective days for me.....where most of the day I have been giving myself a pep talk about my attitude and its affect on my life.  Positivity can sometimes be a challenge for me, I have to really work to keep my thoughts,  especially from going down to  the deep dark pit of self doubt.   I can hear my own arguments....I listen and I simply say...Self you need to tighten up....Ask, Believe and Receive right....its truly as simple as that.  I have felt it happen in my own life and know it will again and again....if I can just get the believe part down.  Believe that I am worth it, believe that what I am asking for isn't out of the ordinary or over the top, believe that having what I want out of life isn't asking to much, believe that actual happiness is in my control....Believe that I have dump trucks of money....believe believe believe.......Changing the way that I think is the key.  I can understand how people who are enlightened from a young age are so much better prepared to receive than others, like myself who have started on the path to enlightenment, quite a bit later in life.  I have accomplished a great deal in the short time I have been reading about the power of positive thinking and seeing our "hippy"....( this is what the husband calls him ).  Its a journey that I am happy to be on and hope to be on for the rest of my life.  Only positivity can make the dreams in my head a reality here on earth.  Blah Blah Blah...ya ya ya....
On that note folks...

The friendly female farmer is signing off..........